What do I see?
I slept for too long...
Time has left me.
I long...
I long for days...
for people...
for chances...
to explain my cause.
I've been negligent,
I've been selfish,
I've been isolated,
I've been alone.
I never saw the people who were there...
As I said, I'm negligent...
Wishing for them to see me again
But I know they have forgotten.
Aaah! how stupid of me!
I've berated myself,
a thousand times...
that each morning...
I wake up missing a bunch of people...
who aren't by my side anymore...
The pain is too hard...
hard to bear...
hard to hide...
hard to ignore...
To see them laugh without me,
To see them talk without me,
To see them joke without me,
To see them grow without me...
I've been non-existent.
I've vanished.
I've disappeared...
I'm no more...
I regret...
I wanted to go home...
wanting to reverse...
wanting to change...
wanting to apologize...
the fact of leaving you...
Can I?
Could I?
Endless possibilities...
questions flooded...
Please let me go back...
I miss you so much...
I miss our times together...
I miss the laughs we shared...
I am now awake.
I am not asleep.
Let me return...
I'll never leave you anymore...
